by Mary-Joan Gerson
(Inspired by: Taylor Swift:
‘Honey, I rose up from the dead
…….I do it all the time’)
Hiding the ice cream behind the broccoli does
Not protect me from my nighttime forage.
All gone.
I do it all the time.
Calling one more friend in a crowded morning does
Not protect me from racing to the subway.
I’m breathless.
I do it all the time.
Knowing that one click can save me from series bingeing does
Not protect me from a sleepless night
I’m exhausted.
I do it all the time
And wishing and promising and hoping does
Not protect me from a lifetime of lapses
Perhaps I should accept who I am?
Well, maybe not all the time
Mary-Joan Gerson is a psychologist/psychoanalyst who has written extensively about couples/family therapy and coping with chronic illness. She also has published 5 children’s books based on the folklore of Nigeria, Brazil and Mexico, one of which has been produced as a children’s musical. She loves learning at LP2 as well as travel, painting and photography, and the remarkable richness of New York’s cultural life.